Growing up, I saw the beginning of the Internet and smartphones. Then I naturally learned how to use them (well), yet I often find myself longing for the days before the Internet existed. Short-form content has become a popular medium in the past few years. It offers fleeting stimulation and enables people to endlessly scroll on their smartphones. One day I also found myself sucked into such content like into a black hole, and then there was the break-free moment I had to take to start to make a zine covering this regret, longing, and slight amount of hope.